#100 The End is the Beginning

As I sit here on this day, a melancholy feeling drapes my being. I really feel this will be my last blog post. It’s been a real fun and inspiring ride for me, and I so appreciate the opportunity I’ve had to share with whomever my come upon these short posts. I’ve struggled with this decision for some time, but all good things must come to an end, or so they say. However, as was quoted by Seneca, new beginnings await. I still feel strongly that I have more yet to do in this field. I will trust the guidance of my higher self. 

On September 8, 2018, I introduced my very first blog post. It was entitled, AWARENESS. It seemed appropriate to me at that time as the purpose behind my blogs was to introduce the readers to what I considered the most important topic. To become aware of who you really are as well as the nature of reality and your place in it. Hence, over the last 7 years and 5 months every month, sometimes twice a month, I’d write on a topic I thought poignant to share that may be of value to someone. Often it would reflect a situation in my own life that showed me a life lesson, and just how I navigated that lesson that was often disguised as a personal trauma. I published the first 70 blogs in two separate books, titled “Down the Rabbit Hole, Volume I & Volume II.” It is my hope and plan to publish blogs 71-100 in a final Volume III soon. 

So, what now? What has gotten to the end of this road done for me? What parting wisdom may I share with you? Well, for one thing, it’s shown me that there is no end to the road, because there are always more roads. We just must choose to make a left or right turn. It doesn’t matter which. There are lessons to be had no matter the direction. Just follow your heart. If you’re unsure, like I once was, take heart to know that you’re being lovingly and silently guided. Life still unfolds as you step into the abyss of the unknown. 

My abyss of the unknown came for me forty-nine years ago, disguised as the death of a wife. I got hurled in really quickly as a 26-year-old with a 3-year-old son. This was a crash course in not only survival, but reality 101. It led me to the study of death. Then I had to know about life. I had a million questions. As I sought answers, I noticed that little by little that what I was looking for was also looking for me. Self-development and personal enlightenment made my soul light up. The right books and teachers showed up in my life to introduce me to myself over time. From 1977 to 1990 I soaked up everything that came my way relative to life, death and the mysteries of our relationship with a God. I balanced my day-to-day life with my studies that I had become so passionate about. I just knew something exciting was lurking.

This was no past-time hobby. This was a full-blown personal evolution. It matriculated into a 5-year study for a doctorate in metaphysics from 1990 to 1995. This being the study and understanding of Universal and Natural Law. I later took an adjunct course in spiritual metaphysics. I came into life with a religious foundation but became spiritually attuned. I couldn’t get enough. It became an insatiable appetite. I was being guided by unseen, but loving forces. The trail led to opening a private practice in behavioral modification utilizing hypnotherapy in 1994 as well as interpersonal and spiritual counseling. For 18 years I was in harmony with my soul’s purpose. 

Eventually, it was time to turn from the highway to a side road. This led me to writing. It took a while, but I got my first book published on the last day of 2016. Within a couple of years silent guidance took me to my 2nd book in 2020. Then, to my 3rd and eventually 4th books which were the content from this blog which will end with my 5th book in good time. Which reminds me that this is a blog and not a book, so on to my consensus.

To reiterate the purpose of these blog posts, it was to introduce the concept of awakening humanity to their true identity of self. That of a spiritual being having a human experience, rather than a human being who may eventually have a spiritual experience. This has since become my true essence path. Understand that I started my life just like everyone else, a physical being on earth doing life in what was perceived as “reality.” I absorbed and adopted the belief systems that I was born into just like most people do. And all that worked… until it didn’t. Until something happened that made me ask questions. Questions about life and death. Questions about who I was and what was the purpose of life. What was my purpose? All that was my starting block prior to making a left turn into the abyss.



It was a new road. A road with unknown twists and turns ahead. Sometimes even a dark and lonely road, as others in my life just didn’t get my change of mindset because they were just not ready. And that’s okay, because we’re never really alone. I’ve learned that we all have guidance just beyond the veil, the thin wall between this 3rd dimension and the astral realm. This is our real home, where we came from and where we’re headed. This life is no more than a sliver of space & time designed for our souls learning. To come to the realization of who we really are. We each are God incarnate. God or Source experiencing itself through us. There is no separation between us and God, save our level of consciousness or vibrational frequency that matches it. It’s our job to become One with All that Is as humanity prepares to Ascend closer to Source in a 5th-dimensional earth reality known as Tera. There is so much more you need to be introduced to. It’s here now, if you can learn to tune into it. All roads lead to “heaven.” No one is left alone… ever.